$*$*$my blog nawt yours
please come back on time.
The sparks in my eyes won’t shine as bright
Without you there to capture its light.
This world of ours, the world we created
Will never break down, will never be duplicated.
Senses of the energy you seek seem visible but vacate to just below skin deep
I am selfless, maybe selfish, for letting the energy subside and become weak.
Distance isn’t apparent, but my sanity drifts away.
You thought you could nurture it, but didn’t think to how it weighed.
Instead, the demons inside, they grow stronger
My mind reaches a place I can’t stand any longer.
Sharpening the staggers intertwined with my soul,
I end up with nothing, becoming less than whole.
I try to grip on to what is my last hope, my sanity that is right
But the demons don’t want to let me win this fight.
Blades over my blood, an attempt at setting them all free,
It hurts you far more than it hurts me.
A silent plea advances into peeling out of my own skin,
Just to seek that energy within. Being vulnerable taught me a lot. Try to perceive the world before you feel your own thoughts.
I don’t care what anyone says, I will make it to Tommorowland. And I will rave.
Life feels bliss right meow, scared some old karma may creep and backfire all this though
I’ll just have to enjoy this while it lasts.
I used to be so much skinnier I really hate myself right now ///
“ When that bass drops, so do your worries, your fears, and everything in between. It’s my escape from reality, but also a realization of the world. “
The world intrigues me more and more everyday lately.
So much fantisizing, planning, wanting, etc.
I’m going to make my life everything I want it to be,
happiness //serenity// lotz of $$$.